Keep Smiling

I couldn't go to sleep and so here I am, again. I have changed a bit lately, I'm insomniac and I can't think  positively anymore, at the moment I'm frustrated with the whole system around which my life revolves.

Ever night no mater how sleepy I am, the moment I hit the pillow my journey to my future life begins and I'd be wide awake again. Just like tonight. Future life?? With the situation I'm in right now future seems to be nothing but DOOM.

It seems like everyone's moving on except me. But no mater how frustrated I am inside, the moment I meet someone I smile, its involuntary and it bothers a lot of people because they always ask,'Why are you always smiling?' and I just smile back to their question.